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Originally Posted by Spangle
OMG Capt! You are a really lovely person. You are certainly not disgusting, weird or boring! You have a terrific capacity to support others, even when you are feeling ****. You have a distorted view of yourself (like so many of us do) but we all know differently & we can’t ALL be wrong!  |
Wow, thank you. A lot of people here are way more supportive than I am, but I'm trying my best.
I know that you - and other couchies, and T - speak from your heart and don't think that I'm disgusting...or anything. But I feel like I'm fooling everyone. I want to scream: "Why do you love me? Why do you say all these kind words? Look at meeeee! What's wrong with you?! Are you okay? It's me! Can you see me? Open your eyes pleaseeeee. There is nothing to love in me. I'm not nice"... And so on. I think you understand.
