*Gentle Hugs* and understanding to you twirls.
You have taken a huge step in working through this most difficult process by telling some details here. You are very brave to have been able to do that. I'm proud of you for finding the courage to write about it.
I have been in your shoes before. I know how hard it is to reconcile all the emotions, the pain, the anger, the fear.
But I also know that healing is possible. I have been able to heal from my experience. And I can tell you that when you have made those steps, faced all the pain and everything that goes with it, you can then put it where it belongs and move on with your life in a positive and uplifting light.
I'm sending you strength and understanding....keeping you in my prayers for your continued work through this process. You are worth all the effort in the world twirls. Be well dear one!

sabby