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Originally Posted by captgut
Wow, thank you. A lot of people here are way more supportive than I am, but I'm trying my best.
I know that you - and other couchies, and T - speak from your heart and don't think that I'm disgusting...or anything. But I feel like I'm fooling everyone. I want to scream: "Why do you love me? Why do you say all these kind words? Look at meeeee! What's wrong with you?! Are you okay? It's me! Can you see me? Open your eyes pleaseeeee. There is nothing to love in me. I'm not nice"... And so on. I think you understand.  |
I totally understand. I keep telling my t that he needs to take off his rose coloured spectacles! One day, you will see yourself as we see you. Kind, sensitive, caring with a lovely sense of humour & lots of personality. It’s there, it’s just you can’t see it yet!
