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Originally Posted by ruby2011
And are people usually more understanding of these children than they are of me? I tried to tell my supervisor that I had good intentions and I only meant to look up to her. She wouldn't hear it. And now, she refuses to acknowledge me at all when she sees me. She ignores me and w/e horrible things she wanted to say to me, she sends an hourly manager to tell me. It's like she's avoiding all interactions with me at all.
I do accept responsibility for my actions though. I only now learned my behavior is wrong even though all others I've looked up to also hated me. I'm just scared of people now.
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People tolerate children much better because children aren't expected to know better. Adults are expected to behave. Just imagine 50 year olds throw temper tantrums like 2 year olds. No one will tolerate that from a grown up
It's understandable though that you aren't intentionally behaving in this manner. But you need to make an effort to learn. I don't think anyone hates you. They just don't need or want tolerate bad behavior. Don't worry about them. Just make an effort to behave. Attend therapy. Talk to a psychiatrist. Talk to case worker