I like being closer to those i admire. I like it when they’re nice to me, so I go out of my way to be around them. I admire very few people. I have friends who I don’t admire. I like all the people I work with, but my supervisor is the only one I look up to. On days she’s not working, I don’t show up at all if I’m off. And now they accuse me of following her. I guess I find it hard to change bc I need a center or I feel out of control. People I look up to usually are that center. And indeed, she has helped me deal with personal stuff before. She even bought me drinks and lunch a few times.