How I wish I had more social skills. How I wish I could be more true to myself. How I wish I could be more connected with my feelings. How I wish I had a greater sense of self. How I wish I knew how to stand up for myself and that I am entitled to do so and that I don't owe anything to anyone.
How I wish I knew better how the world works what kind of people there are out there and how they interact with each other. How I wish I had more life experience. How I wish I wasn't so disconnected with everything out there.
I wish I had a life. I don't like how I live by others stories.
I don't like how I don't seem to have opinions of my own, how I will mostly agree with what others say, how I try to validate everything they say and how I feel like I have to excuse myself all the time with everyone.
I am supposedly an adult, but I feel like a child that has only one duty, be obedient.