I often wish people would see the pain I'm in too instead of treating me so badly. Most my family have started to understand but to so-called professionals and other staff who are suppose to understand do not .

I'm sorry you are going through such a hard time . I wish I could say something that will help a little .I hope this despair leaves you soon.

I have that inner voice too , its like a tormentor .
Hugs: Love: hugs; love :