I was always interested in astronomy too so my uncle gave me a link to a website that links to telescopes around the world but he was really really into astronomy and I kind of got caught up in life at that time.

I want to remix songs. I believe any amount of lyrics can make a wide number of songs. I'd like to say infinite to give you the idea in magic.

Soz my serotonins go uppppp then ..

Then they go down.

I told my mom to make an appointment with my pdoc. Idk if I should cancel it. I mean I want to stop smoking because it makes me sui when I stop smoking but w/e.

Anhedonia is what it is. I'll just leave it tbh and try to enjoy what ever I can enjoy. I don't feel much emotion as I am capable of but idk.

I feel motivated. Sad. Happy.

But most of all content in acceptance.