|
I can't imagine going through what you are going through. I have memories of abuse that I've always remembered, and fragmented memories that I've always had. I do sometimes wonder what is behind the fragments, but haven't, and probably never will do anything to try to remember them. What I remember is painful enough, I can only guess that what I don't remember is, or could be, worse.
Posting here is a great start. Keep posting, hopefully you will find it helpful.
In the meantime, can you schedule an extra session with your therapist? If possible, I would try to do that.
Hugs out to you!
__________________
"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost."
~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
"I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group."
~ Anne Rice
|