I am doing pretty good. I went out and ate a beef bowl. Then, I went shopping down the street. I vacuumed and washed my laundry. I am hoping to see the other man who I like for sex. He is a stud. He is cute and in good shape. I like him much. I do stuff for him too, such as buying his favorite foods. I don't think this is the reason he keeps coming back. I think he wants sex too. He has been my sex buddy since the beginning of this year. We are still together. He works a lot and is busy. He is smart too. I adore him. If he asked me to marry him, I would. But, for now, marriage is not in the picture. I am not in the position to marry. So, I don't worry about it. He does not know I have an illness. I like to keep it from him because I'm not interested in seeking his sympathy or care. I feel fine. I don't want to get too emotionally involved with anybody. We are sex buddies and if he said he had someone else, I'd let him go willingly. I want him to be happy. I'd be happy for him too. Sometimes it is nice to be with someone. I don't want to take care of him and vice versa. It works out well for both of us. I am happy! Tomorrow I work again. I don't have too much work and am enjoying my life.