I am at Starbucks. I have to leave in about 15 minutes for church but I don't wanna go. But we have the regular service and and an extra service to sing. I slept enough so why do I feel like this? It's a lovely morning. If only I could get a spot to park. Maybe my ex will take n3 and me out for lunch between services? This is my manic time of year. Then why if anything do i feel normal or a little down?