The thing i worry about is my mental illness and marriage. I was upfront with him about my mental illness in the beginning and told him a couple of days ago that i want to get married but i fear i wont ever be married because of my mental illness. I wonder how someone would handle it because i deal with it everyday. If im not psychotic then im depressed. If im not depressed or psychotic then im anxious. Its always one of those 3 things. Everyday. I seriously wonder if i were to marry him if he could even deal with it.