The guy was supposed to be my "best friend". For nine or ten years they had an affair (even in my own bed and my son's bed). I never caught them, she finally told me about it and said she loved me and would never do it again and will never see or talk to this man again, should I forgive her, and how can I ever get my trust back, and get this knife I feel is sticking in my back out???
They even went so far as to involve both my SISTER and MOTHER into aiding them in hiding this 5 year affair with my girlfriend , they knew about it the whole time and never said ****..
how long before the pain goes away, because I don't even want to live anymore, it hurts so bad.*

The guy's got an ***** kicking when I see him, but should I trust her again?