After studying the situation, I came to realize that those I look up to fits ALL of the following categories.
1. They’re quite a bit older than me and therefore, a lot more experienced. And
2. They’re very accomplished in life. And most of all,
3. They’re nice to me and patient when I don’t really get stuff right away.

The GM before my supervisor was mean, although very beautiful. She teared me apart for every little thing when I was new. She was also quite a bit older and very accomplished, but I stayed the hell away from her. Then one day, she got promoted and my current supervisor replaced her. That was what saved my job. Part of me looking up to her included how grateful I was that she joined.