I hate myself for not being somebody different, somebody they (parental units) could have loved

I hate myself for not being able to get over myself and deal with suicidal ideation and everything else in silence,

If I unintentionally trigger even one person with my pain, then I’m the worst person in the world.

I hate myself for not having “achieved” what I “should” have done.

**** you fuzzy bear just deal with it