Everything I do, I feel guilty about. I didn't want to watch the football game at my parent's house, and I felt almost suicidally guilty. Then I ordered a pizza and inside my head I heard," you fat &%#@!" And then I felt guilty about spending 15 on pizza. I feel terribly guilty I can't take my friend's cat for her. I just don't want any other animals. I also feel guilty about not doing anything all day besides staring at the wall and sometimes reading my book. When will it ever go away?? I'm on the highest dose of remeron, 100mg of zoloft, seroquel, but I'm still this way. The pdoc thought it was the valium which I've been taking for 6 days so he axed that. He also said give Lithium time to work as I've only been on a therapeutic level for 2 days. I just can't stand guilt and shame. It's one of the worst feelings.