So I learnt that if you go on Facebook and write in the search bar "photos of Bob Kale" for example. The photos they are tagged on that made public can be seen.

Anyway I did that accept I looked up my thearpist .
I saw photos of them and then probably two days later I did it again and then the photos where gone.

I felt rejected and angry!
Because last week with my session with my thearpist they didn't apologise to me
about this - so what happened in one of the sessions I told my therapist "It feels like I love you" then they said "You don't know me" I felt a huge sense of shame and guilt all over.
I spoke to my therapist about this and they said to me "well that wasn't my experience, I remembered telling you it's normal and how it's expected " I said yes I do remember that, but I couldn't tell them that was one session the next fellow sessions was you freaking out.
I mean they told me once "You didn't look at the photos of my family and friends ?" I felted really insulted because I'm thinking why would I do that? I be looking at strangers Facebook page.

So now I feel angry but anxious because they told me last session they leaving the public health system and how they told me I can still be public health system with my keyworker and meds and see the. but can't have thearpist at public health system.
They went on to say how they be on holiday after graduation because my thearpist was finishing off there Masters.
I'm quite confused, because if my thearpist some how knew I looked there photos up on Facebook they might get rid of me. I'm actually terrified just the feelings is dreadful. Plus how would they know I looked up there photos on search bar what I explain above.

I know I'm going through this love transference towards my thearpist but I feel like some freak to them.