Saw my pdoc today. He decreased the Saphris and increased the Lamictal. I have been exhausted so he is hoping the decrease in antipsychotic will give me more energy. I want off it altogether but have been on a high dose for three months so need to go down gradually.

Other than that I have been busy with work and study then crashing into exhaustion. My mood is ok but the tiredness is getting me down. I want to do so much more with my life but spend most of it checked out cause I'm tired and can't deal with much. Really hoping this passes soon as I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I'm not deeply depressed but am terrified of another episode. My pdoc is doing all he can to stabilise me and keep me that way. He is great and I'm thankful for him. Have an awesome T too so I'm lucky.