I understand this 100%, although I am trans. I'm non-binary and, honestly, feel like a feminine male more than anything. If you want to account for how society sees gender, anyway, lol. But I've never felt like a guy or girl, or at least, how someone 'should' feel as either.

Honestly, people fall all along the gender spectrum, regardless of their sex or gender identity. Heck, some people fall off it completely, like myself. As far as I'm concerned, gender isn't black and white. There's plenty of grey between and most, if not all, binary people land on one of those shades of grey, trans or cis. There's guys that are into 'feminine' things like fashion and nursing. There's girls that are into 'masculine' things like mechanics and video games. Not every man is macho and not every woman is ladylike!