I just ran into a male T that I know from a community group that I belong to. He told me that he's going to be taking a leave of absence for personal reasons. I said is everything okay, he replied no not really and burst into tears! He ended up walking away and I told him to take care. Oh my God I feel horribly!

The T who I see actually is in his practice... But when I. found out she offered to see me privately not related to his practice. So I doubt he even knows that I see her... Anyhow again I feel horribly!

I'm still trying to decide if I want to see my T tomorrow or take a break this week... I need to decide very soon!