I see my pdoc in 3.5 hours. I'm writing everything in bullet points to share with her on my illness. I'm thinking about my father and the shape of his home and his sex life. Since he feels he is being monitored he has given up his sex life. Also, his home is a wreck, total mess. Also, he has given up reading entirely. He just sits at home listening to music and watching movies and shows he's seen a million times while watching the news like a hawk, because it pertains to his delusions. These are signs of a lack of motivation, and the lack of the sex drive he might have might have led to him giving up his sex life. I couldn't do that, but mu sex drive is purely physical and not mental anymore really, the rush of euphoria when wanting sex isn't there, and I'm wondering if that's what he is feeling to, but on a weaker scale since he's been going through this psychosis since 2001. He still thinks clearly like I do. That is a good sign.

Why do people with schizophrenia have sometimes a cognitive and sometimes an emotional decline?