So in the end my mom called my T this morning after i involuntarily ignored her.

they talked, and tomorrow we'll fix a session with the 3 of us.

i hate this, but i couldnt say no or it would have been worse.

now my T CANT tell my mom my plans. another T did that with my huge secret. previous T always wanted to have a few sessions with her.... i NEVER wanted it and any time it happened (because i was forced to), i hated every second of it. this time wont be different.... this T cant tell my mom my things.... confidentiality? if she only dares to say a word about my stuff i'll quit therapy or worse. i sick at the only thought of it.

IM SICK OF MY MOM BEING EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know i'll regret this, im already feeling ashamed and guilty for saying this, but thats what i feel, what can i do?