I had my palms read last week. I usually don't pay much attention to that sort of thing, but I can't shake this one. A friend of mine wanted to read them like she does with everyone. On your dominant hand is what is and what is likely to be. Non-dominant hand is what you want to happen. Deepest desires and all that.

My dominant hand wasn't especially interesting since my friend refuses to do the whole "tell the future" thing for her own reasons. I'm not gonna argue, I doubt I'd want know. And with my other hand, she said something that left me feeling pretty exposed. She teared up and shook her head. When I asked her what was wrong she told me that, according to my "lifeline" and "love line", I want to be alone and I want to die. My deepest desire is to die. And not just die, but be alone.

That's pretty accurate, if I'm being honest. I don't know why I decided to share this. Sorry for spamming the boards, lately. My minds just cluttered and I'm try to clear some of it out.