Just thought I would show the other side of the picture, having worked in a pdoc setting. They see one set of things that sometimes don't get brought up or are ignored. Specifically, whether this applies or not I don't know, reacting to internal stimuli. Many folks will deny hearing voices or seeing things despite obviously reacting to them. Want to say it stinks that you feel not heard and I wish the best for you but the pdoc may not be doing it to be mean, just interpreting what they see with what they hear too.