we fight like cats and dogs ... but I know he only wants the best for me .. and I do trust him ... I just do not always agree with him .. when I am "well" he listens to me mostly and gives into my requests where he can ... when I am "not well" he can be pretty stern ...
I find myself calling him for help between our scheduled sessions and for that I will not give him up .. his "bedside" manner sucks . but I feel I am very lucky to have him ... I hope things work out for you ... a good pdoc can be hard to find ... I have had this one since the hospital ... he has seen me at my worst and doing better ... it's a hard pill to swallow but sometimes he is right ... best wishes ... Tigger ..