With all do respect, the internal emotional "cutting" isn't something I would call cutting. If I understand correctly, people who cut themselves physically tend to do it so they have a way to divert how they feel inside to a physical sensation, as a way to "let it all out". So I might ask, then, do you "internally cut" yourself to relieve the internal pain? If so, how does it provide you with relief?

Or maybe I'm off base here with my understanding of what you mean?