I'm still preoccupied by not being able to get in touch with my best friend, who I am used to talking to regularly, for one month....and my attempts have failed, even when I showed concern and worry. I just hope she is okay. Somehow, I have a bad feeling. She was in a shaky place emotionally, when we last saw each other, but I guess there's nothing left to do for now except wait to see if she responds to the card that I am sending tomorrow.

Other than that, I had to go to the doctor today, so that took up a lot of time. I am very anxious about going back to work tomorrow after being sick. This position is fairly new, and they are always adding extra responsibilities. It really is taking its toll on me, but just trying to hang in there. Hopefully I won't wake up so exhausted. That's the worst.