I see the psychiatrist today. This afternoon. Apparently I have to fill out papers beforehand and then I see the psychiatrist. Maybe fill out forms describing my symptoms? Who knows. Appointment is supposed to be an hour and a half long. I don稚 know if they値l want to see me again in a month or what I知 just nervous about it all.
I知 also trying to figure out how I feel. I知 eating better for sure but I知 still not 100% in that regard. I feel this lingering paranoia and delusional thinking in the background waiting to come forward. Listening to music is just making me go closer. Like I can almost hear messages in the music but they池e kind of blocked.
Do I feel depressed do I feel stable do I feel hypomanic I don稚 know I知 so confused. So confused.
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