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Originally Posted by bewise93
Everything I do, I feel guilty about. I didn't want to watch the football game at my parent's house, and I felt almost suicidally guilty. Then I ordered a pizza and inside my head I heard," you fat &%#@!" And then I felt guilty about spending 15 on pizza. I feel terribly guilty I can't take my friend's cat for her. I just don't want any other animals. I also feel guilty about not doing anything all day besides staring at the wall and sometimes reading my book. When will it ever go away?? I'm on the highest dose of remeron, 100mg of zoloft, seroquel, but I'm still this way. The pdoc thought it was the valium which I've been taking for 6 days so he axed that. He also said give Lithium time to work as I've only been on a therapeutic level for 2 days. I just can't stand guilt and shame. It's one of the worst feelings.
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Ahhhh I get the same way. As a matter of fact I felt this way this morning so I took some kava root and 1.5mg Ativan. It doesn’t always stop the guilt and bad thoughts but it dulls it a bit. Right now I’m feeling guilt for going off on my dad in a crazy *** moodswing. I can’t stop thinking about it and I feel horrible. I wish I had an answer for ya because I need one too! ((Hugs))
I’m also curious if you’re a people pleaser?? Children that grew up getting scolded and abused for everything they did often grow up wanting to please everyone to avoid confrontation and unease. And when we must say no, a wave of guilt follows. At least for me. Even if I can’t just give someone the ride they asked for, or that $5, I really beat myself up.