I am truly one of those "new year, new me people." I started working out for the first time ever in January, got divorced from an emotionally abusive ex in February, and I stick with it. I'll be in my first 5k soon, though walking most of it. I'm hoping my energy level is high for the fun run/walk but it's been very unpredictable lately.
He makes me cry because he makes me deal with my own mess, and forces me to think about it and tells me outright where I'm messing up. I don't want to stop going to him, because I truly need somebody that will forcibly get in my (expletive removed). I'm just not able to, currently because of finances but also I just want to workout. It'll be twice in one day, yoga included.
There's also this very cute lady that works there that I want to try to get to know, whether it ever eventually turns into anything or not isn't a concern. But, she IS soooo cute! Just being around her is like an honor, because she lights up to talk to me too. Someone excited to see me makes me feel great. I know she'll likely be at the second gym today, because she's staff. I am mildly afraid she's an illegal looking for a green card, because she's got very broken English. But knowing her as a friend is good enough for me. I don't think she has any idea how cute she is either. Most people there just walk by her and ignore her. Everyone deserves to be noticed as a person. I'm going to try the audio part of Google Translate app with her