I continue to think I should go to therapy because I want to stay out of the hospital, which I have been told is essential to do.
The lady isn't the reason I skip.
Money certainly is the main problem, but I'm also skipping to avoid thinking about my problems too much. The more I peel the layers back and try to figure each piece out, the more miserable I feel. I don't know how to figure myself out. I always just drank until I was stupid before or waited until I was manic.