I am feeling depressed and down today. I am dreading next week because after my session tomorrow, T won't be here until the next session. I have no idea how I am going to react. I can't help being me. I can't help how I feel. I can't help feeling dependent, I can't help feeling angry (although I don't feel angry now). I wonder what my course through this will be like, and am afraid of it. This is painful.