Hi, ok so this is quite hard to explain in words but anyways I'm a 17 year old girl that is diagnosed with depression,anxiety and OCD. I'm currently on 40mg of prozac a day and take prescribed beta blockers and sleeping pills. So The past 2 months or maybe even longer have been really weird. I've been constantly having these unusual thoughts to be honest they aren't that strange but the way I respond to them is freaking me out , for example yesterday I had a thought that I wanted to convert to Islam and become a Muslim???so ,I basically took the whole day reading parts of the Quran online ,downloading Quran and praying apps, practicing prayer and how to put on a hijab (with a scarf) ,my family were telling me that i was crazy etc and I kept lecturing them on how If I didn't do to his id burn in hell (they told me I said this today) I also tried to get them to convert to Islam aswell (we are christians) Anyways that night when I was going to sleep I was like what the ***** just happened ,I could barely remember anything about that day ,it felt like it was a different person. I was confused and upset ,I ended up deleting all the apps and apologising to my family,yes I know this sounds f'ed up but I didn't know where else to ask for help. This has been happening a lot there is more examples I could explain but they basically just plan out exactly like the example I just spoke about .Im confused and upset ,it takes all my time out of the day and it feels like it's a different person. Also I thought I'd add in that lately I've been seeing stuff that I think isnt real, shadows mainly on walls and blurry insects and faces moving. Please help me .