Everyday just seems to get worse and worse. I sleep too much and always feel tired, which has impacted me getting to classes. I have been skipping classes for school lately because I'm sleeping or not motivated to go. Everything seems so hard. I want to do things, in this case school, but I don't feel motivated to, no matter how much I try and think about the end goal of getting my degree.

I see a psychologist twice a month... and I'm seeing a psychiatrist soon, in three weeks but is that too late? I just want to be me again.

Also, I keep feeling like this is my fault and how I keep getting depressed. I have been depressed for already a third of the year, and now more than this. My family has told me that I make this up for attention, and it makes me think I am, though I'm so impacted by it all. I don't want to be like this...