I'm so mixed up right now. Feeling paranoid of the TSA and CBP when I fly in to the United States, and them somehow holding me in jail because of unpaid debts I haven't been able to file bankruptcy for because I don't live in the US (have to be present in the US to do a bankruptcy in court). I fear I've missed some court date I missed and there's a warrant for my arrest. I've checked the bench warrants website and there is nothing. My wife and partner are saying I've been paranoid, that these paranoid beliefs have been going on for a while because I can't seem to budge this belief that this will happen to me.

I also thought a car was staring me down earlier through it's headlights...

I'm a horrible human being. It all sucks.