Chocolatelover ty for your continued support and encouragement, and ty for helping me feel more positive and peaceful this morning. & I will visit your Native thread I think it's awesome that you're a writer. When I was growing up, everyone told me that I should become a writer, but something about sharing my writings, which always contained such a big and personal part of me... really freaked me out. So I always told people that I didn't write because I wanted to publish. I said I wrote "for me." But really, it's always just been a cop-out. Though it is true I write for me, and my own healing... I would love to write more often, and share it. And I would be happy as a clam if I could write for a living!