I love smoking, I will smoke all the cigarettes in the world. I have done the same thing many times though, went inpatient, was on patches and was doing pretty well, got out and smoked, like, as soon as it was physically possible.
I also don't like doing socially normal stuff or things that might help me at times. Somewhat because I find some of those things are pointless. But having a full thing of head & shoulders makes me want to shower because it's expensive and my hair will look good. lol