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Originally Posted by coolibrarian
Rainbow, you can "spill" to me, if you like. --Cool
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Thanks, CL. I appreciate that. I'm just wary of posting identifying information in case anyone would figure out who I am.
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Originally Posted by Shazerac
By all means talk all you want here  we're happy to listen.
I have a question though. You say you have a pattern of sarcasm? Is this all the time? Or just when you're with family. Using sarcasm is sometimes a subconscious passive aggressive behavior that is hiding unresolved anger and other issues. I used to be a really sarcastic person. But as I worked on my underlying issues that habit gradually resolved on its own. |
Thanks, Shazerac. Like I said, I'm not comfortable with posting personal information about my family and I don't know how to generalize it.
I know I'm angry and frustrated with this situation but I know everyone is trying very hard and dealing okay. I have different ways of doing things and I try not to criticize but I do. I was very tired and don't know if it's sarcasm or bitterness. Also anxiety about the whole situation.
I'm not sure what my T can say to help. I don't feel like painting or even singing. I have loads of clothes to put away and mail to organize. My "To do" list is endless!
A big part of my depression is also that I feel ignored by my family. This isn't a new feeling. I think it's my fault. I play with the kids and help with laundry and cleaning up as much as I can when I'm there but I feel like I'm in the way.