Do you ever just think about or feel like you don't want to be here anymore? So that you can't hurt anyone or disappoint anyone. So that you're not a burden to anyone. Ever wonder why God put you here if all you've ever done in your life was hurt people you love or that love you? And you just know by your history that all you will ever do is hurt people or disappoint them in some form sooner or later. Because it's always happened that way. You can't stop messing up good stuff in your life. And you know things are good but you're going to ruin them anyway because that's just who you are. I really don't want to be here right now. I hate this feeling I have and I just want it to go away. I want it to stay away.