I've always had a really hard time going up to people. People just don't understand how hard it is. I really want to go up to people and talk to them but I just can't do it. If I do actually work up the courage to go talk to someone I sometimes get ignored and that just makes it harder. I wonder if I did anything wrong. Sometimes if I actually go up to people I'll have nothing to say. There's certain people who I've always wanted to talk to and be friends with but I'm just to afraid to start talking to them or to keep talking to them. Trying to go up and talk to new people is extremely hard for me. I don't know what to do. I don't want to keep bugging them. I really want to spend time with these certain people or I'll just end up having more regrets. All these people that got away cause I couldn't go up and start talking to them. I don't want to think ever again what could have been with someone I really like cause I couldn't get something going with them. I'll have to forever think about that.