The doctors at this public psych center don't seem to realize that it can feel so embarrassing to divulge very personal stuff that what they are hearing that I'm able to say is only the tip of the iceberg compared to all that I could say, if I trusted them. And an experience like last evening is so disheartening that I feel like I have nowhere to turn, if I get in worse shape than I'm in right now. The attending doctor was so dismissive - like I had no business being there.