Well I have a medical card for Mary Jane

I see those around me who are addicted to it I have since stopped smoking it and only play with edibles. I don't see how some people can do a whole 60mg of medicated tea/coffee at once or a whole bag of of gummies at 140mg I can only stick to 15mg and I only ever eat it when my scoliosis is extremely bad and it's usually during the night time I do this. I wouldn't chance any of it during the day time or right before a appointment or work.

The whole aspect of it was so I didn't have to feel nauseous all day long due to one of my APs I would smoke some so I could eat then. Yet now I don't have that issue and before that I would smoke because I have extreme insomnia ever since that accident at work. I don't crave any of it and at the very least to smoke, drink or chew. I come to the point in my life where even if I have an addictive personality it's not a essential that I need to smoke to get high.

To me it's not the alcohol replacement I have many other things that I do that have replaced that people call that healthy replacements, I guess.

I was suppose to have a addictions appointment today but i didn't want to come in at 5pm it gets dark too soon. To next Friday two days after pay day!