I'm feeling kinda blah today. I don't know why. I slept lots (for me) but I've never felt more tired. I know logically that one or two nights of relatively decent sleep can't make up for years without it. It's just frustrating. I'm also frustrated with never having help around here. I'm at the point of having to hire someone to come in and help with housework because this place is a disaster all the time because with chronic pain and fatigue, insomnia, and various other physical and mental health issues i'm taking care of two people. My wife is not helpful in a lot of ways. And I'm beyond frustrated about it. It's the one thing we fight/argue about. Not money, not anything else - lack of shared responsibility in domestic issues. I feel like I have a kid more than partner.

Anyway. I hope you all are doing okay today. Thinking of you.