And this one, the one from FB, is now using a constant wave of innuendo. I like her but this could make things more difficult to get to know her. Sex doesn't mean comfort. It's been a method of control my ex used. I used it as part of control with another woman, whom I don't know if I like. I'm actually feeling guilty as of this morning for having done that with GS. Dreams will do that to me.
Now what? Do I sleep with her, then get to know her? Do I tell her no and would she move on if I did? This is so damn complex now that I don't know what to do. I'm confused, excited, interested and all kinds of things I don't have words for because I don't understand them. And I'm still infatuated with the woman at the gym, the cute Chicana. My head is like trying to play a game of Scrabble, with all the tiles upside down, but it still has to be a word. I want to SCREAM out STOP!!!!!! But, I don't know to whom.