Thanks for the support and encouragement. I used to be really fun but over the past 8 years I’ve slowly became someone else. This person I don’t know. A shell I guess would be the best fit. I used to be very social, I used to the the first person to greet the new kids in class. I didn’t just have one social group in high school, I hung out with everyone and anyone (although typically depended on my mood for that day). [emoji38] I’m ready to close this chapter in my life though. I want to become someone else because the person I am now isn’t the right fit for my story. I’ll never be the person I used to be, and I don’t think I really want to be either. But this person today, I’m disgusted with. She needs to go and it’s almost daunting all the work I’ll have to do. But I can and I will.... smalls steps and a plan will help.