Cleaning fangs
Cream on face (rash)
Some of the cream stings (like acid )
Washing my hair,, like a sterile ......almost (ridiculous especially for a bear.. I should be free, without all the........)
All that other mundane painful boring stuff
Supposed to keep the bear alive
I don’t know why I’m here. People say I have value. Others have screamed at me .... how I’m the most evil person in the world
I’m so tired of their “voices” screaming at me
Those lies, that garbage.. is persistent
It makes me want to just fade away into nothing
No meds to take away the pain. Constantly reminded of ............


Sorry so many posts, maybe it’s hibernation time soon