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Old Oct 18, 2017, 04:23 PM
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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear View Post
Cleaning fangs
Cream on face (rash)
Some of the cream stings (like acid )
Washing my hair,, like a sterile ......almost (ridiculous especially for a bear.. I should be free, without all the........)
All that other mundane painful boring stuff
Supposed to keep the bear alive
I don’t know why I’m here. People say I have value. Others have screamed at me .... how I’m the most evil person in the world
I’m so tired of their “voices” screaming at me
Those lies, that garbage.. is persistent
It makes me want to just fade away into nothing
No meds to take away the pain. Constantly reminded of ............

Sorry so many posts, maybe it’s hibernation time soon
I am sorry you have voices yelling at you. Those voices lie. You do have value.

For what it is worth I have self care issues. I put all my energy dealing with a special needs child that I forget to take care of myself.

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Depression diagnosed March 1996
PTSD diagnosed January 2000
BPD diagnosed September 2013
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Fuzzybear