I'm really sorry your having such a hard time. I really am. I have been through that whole mess. And continue to struggle with it everyday, simply in the school cafateria... but, there are decent people out there. Good overrules evil, even though it may not look like that, it's true. It's all in how you go about your day. It's all about how you live on. Who gives a rat's ***** about what people think, sound, or talk about you. They are the ones who are missing out on life. The TRUE life, that many people forget.

The true meaning of life is different for all people, I mean for ALL people. To some.. it may mean.. "living life to the fullest", or.. "living everyday as if it was your last".

Be confident. Be thankful. Be thankful you can have the mind, a mind that can think. A mind that can rationalize.. a mind.. that can.. create beautiful personalities and mood. Be thankful for the thoughts, the negative, the ugly, and the evil. It's what helps us through life, weird as it may sound. Make something of your mood, make yourself happy. Tell your self inside your self, to be happy. And happy you shall be. Who gives a rat's ***** about other people! Live life as your own...