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Felt like **** knowing that my certificate will expire and that I have no other career options right now. So depressed all day. But I did kick my own *** and get the trash out, get the dishes done. And I took a shower. I wasn’t going to but I felt it was the lesser of two evils (washing my hair alone vs taking a full shower). It helped. I used my nice relaxing lavender shampoo. Then I put on lavender lotion. I feel a little better but I’m still just waiting for 9pm so I can take my trazadone and go to sleep.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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