I am thinking about moving somewhere far away. It is just too expensive, and I need a change. I can't even live on my own anymore. Rent is ridiculous. Taxes are too. Plus, I really need a change. Everything reminds me of something negative that has happened to me. I've been hit with a lot: friends who have died, bad endings to relationships, and life is so mundane here. I've been sticking it out for a while. I know that I'll need to wait a couple of more years, but in the meantime, I think I'll try to visit different places. I'll have to space it out, but I need to really see what's out there. The place that I live, there's a lot of rude people. I need a more relaxed, friendlier environment than here. That would be more motivating, since not much opportunity is here for me anymore. I want to have a better quality of life. Just starting to think and brainstorm. It won't happen real soon, but I think this needs to happen.